pict by me

Happy Eid Mubarak pals!

Ramadhan has left. But the euphoria still remains in our heart. Not untill a week since Lebaran, I've missed Ramadhan already. I miss my mom's smile while receiving new clothes. I miss her while finally she could finish her fast without suffered from her diseases. I miss the day when my father matched his new kopiah. Sure it really suits you dad :)
And I will miss my sister's expression when she got home and carried many purchases. It's really simple things you know. But when I turn back the memories of those days, it makes my heart blooms. How can you ignore every single happiness your closest persons got? But now Ramadhan has gone. How I want to meet Ramadhan next year, next two years, three years, and so on. How I desire to be always in His way, to keep my consistency in Islam. May Allah grant all my prayers. Amen.


my fatty mom :)


my sister


with relatives

I dont wanna be a fool and make a big mistake. So let's make this special occasion as a turning point to bring back our chastity. May Allah purify our heart and mind through apologize. Eid Mubarak all!



much love,
Niken and family

Music

I bet everybody likes music as I do. See how's the self-image of each person by guessing and judging his/her music they like. Kinda prestige for some people. And very powerful. Yet for me, it's current pictures of myself. Reflection of my gloominess, my roaring laughter, even at my vanity. Carnival by Adhitia Sofyan. I don't know where I should put this song into any of them I've mentioned before. I just know by far, that this song, umm..

Carnival - Adhitia Sofyan

I do remember your name

We met at the carnival

You said till we meet again

I guess here we are now

You said till we meet again

I guess here we are now

And I don’t even see

Why we can’t stay a while

No we should not be afraid

Of going through the silly things

It might just uncover a path

To a similarity

No I don’t even see

Why we can’t stay this time

Till grass on the hills getting longer

They’re waving at us to be seen

That face on the moon’s getting brighter

But he’s going down anytime

Nobody knows what’s tomorrow

It might brings us to our last

Do you remember the time

When they were the simple things

Where I just looked in to your eyes

Then we’ll be connected

Still I don’t even see

Why we can’t stay this time

So let me remember the shape of the evening

Cause when the day’s over who knows when I’ll see you again

I do remember your name

We stayed at the carnival this time

Well, it's been a hard time for me. And still. Cause no one knows how wide a woman's heart is..



much love,
Niken